Monday, October 18, 2010

Namaste & Letting Go & Letting God

Namaste! _/\_
We have been together sence 1977, my husband here, married me with a set of girl twins only 7mths old that belonged to someone else.  You see we already had a daughter when I up and believed that I was making the right decision when I left to raise our daughter on my own.  I was lead by my ignorance at 19yrs old to married a man that was going to church and seeking God, like I was. This stupity lasted over a year.  Me and my husband were married in January on the day of the 25th, in the year 1983.  Our girls have all 3 married a U.S Honorable Soldier.  Why even I have, they must of got that from my choice of father I believed would do the very best for the girls.   My husband was married for 5 yrs before I met him, his marriage had ended and his exwife was living with the man she choose over my now husband.  They brought into our world 2 daughters.  Between 5 daughters we are now proud grand parents of 16 childrens. LOL!
This man is a hero, he has alot of integrity, woman have put him through the ringer and I'm not, literly..you know with so many women in his life.  I like all mothers had to be sure about her man, cause you have 3 daughters that are piercing through your eyes, to see how being human, is suppose to be done.  My girls were my teachers, there lil faces speak a thousand words.  There biological parent, believed with all his heart, that staying away would cause less drama in there lifes, his heart wouldn't take the separation, that it was too weak to handle the stress of it all.  Maybe he was right! It doesn't matter any more any ways...to being able to, Letting go and letting God, with love and compassion is how this all works best...is how I see it.

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Namaste!